yo, life update here!

Hi there, it has been a long time since I last update. I believe the last time I posted was during my first week in semester four. Well, guess what? I've ended that semester and on my way to my freaking last semester! Super excited but scared at the same time. I'm actually waiting for my result which will be out next week. I am scared but still I have to face it. One thing for sure is that, I dont think this time, my result will be a major bomb because I did so bad last semester. I dont know why but my energy just drained drastically. I think I need help but no one was there so I just keep everything to myself. I cant really say that no one was there for me but probably because I dont have the guts to tell them how I really fee. Also, I learned a lot. I learn to not simply let anyone in your life. I guess that's the most important thing right now. I was super sad last semester. I think it's the saddest I've ever been. There's a story that I would like to share and put on this internet forever so when I forgot, I can read back and knew how I felt. That one is going to be in another post for sure because it's a long story. Anyways, my love life is getting better oh and another story from me as well, it was funny because the way we met is just, I dont know how to put it into words. I guess life really knows how to work things out. It's like a miracle to me, who would've known hahaha. I'm just gonna say that I'm grateful for whatever that has been happening to me lately. Also, I REALLY hope I dont fail any subjects hm bcs that would be bad.. Oh Allah, please let me pass all subjects with flying colorssss!