Hi there! It has been a while since I last update. My previous post was in January. A lot of things happened recently. I can't really say 2021 was my best year since I had major loss this year. I lost so many this year, I didn't know how to feel anymore. Our family's first loss was Junior, my 15 years old cat. He was feeling unwell since last year in December. I brought him to the vet and the doctor confirmed that he was diagnosed with "Feline panleukopenia virus" which is also known as parvovirus. There was a cure for the virus but we figured it out much later that it had gotten worse, and at the time we figured out about the virus, it was already at stage four. I tried my best to take good care of Junior. At first, he didn't want to consume any food nor water. But I insisted on him, gave him the medicines doctor have provided. Soon after that, he began to seem healthier. I was happy because there was progress. But then, things just got worse because he then stopped consuming everything. He became so weak to the point he was paralyzed. The image of him trying to come to me when he was paralyzed is still lingering in my mind. I felt terrible for not being able to do anything at the time. One night, I decided to not sleep as I was accompanying him and constantly checking on him to see how he was doing. He was extremely weak but still wanting to talk to me which makes feel even sadder. Later on, the next day, was the last time I get to see him. He passed away in the noon. I was extremely broken as I cried the whole week. I was trying to feel better but it was just not easy for me at the time. I lost my 15-year-old cat... Junior has always been a special cat to me. He was actually born from my dearest cat, Kibu which passed away due to an infection in her stomach. I still remember I promised her to take good care of her children on the day she passed away. Junior is our home-born cat, which is why he will always be special to us. At least, to me. I admit that I always paid more attention to Junnie. Till this day, I'm still feeling empty. I feel like everything I love is being taken away...