The end of fourth semester!

Hi there lads! How's life? Mine was great. So, my fourth semester has just ended. One word to describe my fourth? Hm so-so. Is that even a word? Heh whatever. I feel like I'm not giving my fullest to this fourth semester. I know I can do better but I didnt. I feel like I needed a break and I've lost my strength. I mean good things happen when you dont wish for them. Miracles dont always happen when you ask for them. I've met so many lovely people this semester. Few of them which I will no longer be able to see as often as I was before, will be missed. Hm, thankyou for this little infinity. I will cherish all memories made. I wish I get to see these people again in the future. I really do. Anyways, I think I'm good now. I'm no longer the heartless, emotionless girl I was before. Also, I love to keep personal things to myself. Sometimes, I still get a little confusion. I mean, was it okay to hurt someone's feelings just so I could be happy? Was it okay? I feel guilty for doing so. I mean, kifarah happens. If I hurt his feelings just so I could be happy, wont it hit me back? I'm sorry if you tried so hard to win my heart but still I couldnt give it to you. I'm sorry I couldnt say words you wished to hear from me. I'm sorry if I was mean to you back then. Was it too late? Hm, I dont know. But I'm glad we're on good terms now. I'm sorry for all the misunderstanding we had before this. I wish we could still be friends after what happened. It's not like we used to have any sort of special bonds but we used to be close to each other and I must say, you were a good friend back then. I'm sorry. Anyways, one semester to go before I finally end my dips! All is well :)