11th of Oct, the day where this little piece of heaven passed away and left us behind. I still remember how grumpy and healthy you were back then. You're so hard to get cuddled with but the clingiest when you're hungry or when you want something. You used to be so fat and our family called you marshmallow since you have fur as white as a snow. You're such a special cat. You knew when we had problems, you'll come to us and tried to comfort as if you know what we're going through. One thing I will miss from you is your grumpy face. If only I knew I'll never get to see you ever again, I would feed you for as many time as I could. I would not mind for you to pee anywhere in the house and clean it for you if I knew you will be gone this soon. I wish I could see you one more time just to say goodbye. I wish I was there through your weakest times. I'm sorry, bibi. I had finals to get over with. I want to be home so bad but I couldnt. I''m sorry. I tried so hard to be strong. I smiled, I joked, I laughed but still, I was never okay. I told mom how frustrated I was for not being able to be there with you. Mom told me she only wants my mind to be filled with memories when you were still a big fat healthy grumpy cat. She keeps sending photos of you in our ws group. It made me burst into tears seeing how weak you got. When mom sent those pictures of you in your weakest condition, it broke my heart because I COULDNT be there. I have so many things to tell you but you left way too soon. I wanna kiss and hug you for the last time, but I couldnt. It's too late now. Do know that my family and I, we will always love you no matter what. You may have gone from this world but you will remain in our heart, forever. Please watch over us from wherever you're at now. I ❤ you, bibi. Some may say I kinda "exaggerate" or yes some do say, "it's just a cat and you're this sad?" Well, this cat isn't just a cat, he's our family member and he means a lot to us. We kept him with us for almost 10 years. 10 years of joy and laughter. I will never forget this little piece of heaven. From when he was just a little kitten to a big fat grumpy cat, and now. May you rest in peace, bibi ❤