farewell, dear one.

Hi there! It has been a while since I last update. I'm just busy with finals. Anyways, today is the last I get to meet this one person. A sister I met here. It's her last semester and I won't get to see her again after this. We've known each other for three semesters. I still remember the first time I met her. It was funny and awkward but thanks to her, I learnt a lot about being a uni student. She taught me a lot, advises me, be there for me when I needed her. I am so thankful for her existence in my life. Thank you, sis. Thank you for everything. I will cherish every single moment we made. Thank you for laughing at my not-so-funny jokes and always ready to listen to my never-ending problems. People leave but memories stay so I will cherish all of our memories! I am sad, obviously but life must go on, and I believe we will meet again in the future. She is one of the best people I met here in Tapah. She is full of wonders and positivity, also one of the strongest people I've known. I wish you all the best in life and may Allah bless you! I love you, sis! Well, so many things happened in my life for these past few weeks and some of them are out of control. I gotta admit I was a bit depressed but everything is fine now. Do you ever feel so down because you knew you could do so much better but you didnt? Do you ever struggle with yourself every single day? Well, for those who know you only on the surface, they may not tell what really buried beneath your smile. Sometimes, I just want to be in a place where I can be all alone. No humans, no anything, just me with earphones plugged into my ears. Hm. Do you ever keep something to yourself and at one point, you couldnt take it anymore and almost burst? But you still keep it inside so no one knows how weak and hurt you've been? Hm, I believe everyone have their own struggles and ways to overcome it. You may see thousands of smiles on thousands of people's face but what really lies beneath them, no one ever knows. I just wish everyone out there best of luck in whatever they do. Please stay positive no matter how hard life treats you because God has better plans for you. So, fill your days with a smile on your face, be positive, have faith and do good things. Trust me, it works all the time. Well, I guess that's it for this post. Stay healthy, guys! xoxo