new crush? starting fresh? hm

Hi peeps! How are you guys? I'm doing fine. So, I decided to put the past behind me. I feel like I can already accept that he wasn't meant for me. Few days ago, things went just fine. I felt better not having feelings for anyone. My life was very peaceful until today.. Yes, 18th December. The day I met this particular guy. I cant really tell you the details but he wears a white shirt with number 18 on it. I also wear white hoodie with number 08 and could this be fate? And today is 18th. I dont really know how to conclude all this but hm. I think I need help. I've never been like this before. I know I give up way too soon if I said I have zero chance to be with him but I dont think I'll meet him again after this. I dont think he's in the same course as mine bcs I've never seen him before. What makes it even weirder is that, he's actually the first guy who really turns me on. I mean in this campus. So, after three semester being here in Tapah, believe it or not he was actually the first one. Well, you can say that I have a pretty stiff heart but this guy though haih. Anyways, I had a fun trip with my mates today. We had a pretty good time. Well, I guess that's it for today. See you soon! xoxo