Pain.

Hello peeps. How are you guys? I'm not doing so well right here. I miss my family. I need them right now. I just feel like going back home right now. There's always that time where you can no longer hold back the pain. Sometimes, it's okay to just cry and let everything out. I learnt a lot today. People who often smiles does not mean they don't have problems.  Maybe it's better to just keep it to themselves. Maybe they decided to be stronger and let bygones be bygones. Anyway, I met a sister here. She is such a wonderful person. She's good at keeping people around her happy. She's really caring. I salute her because she has always been strong facing random shits every day. How can someone keep that amount of pain to themselves? How do they do that? Keeping everything to themselves. Today was the first day I ever saw her crying. When she cried, you can feel that she's been keeping a huge amount of pain all this time. It hurts to see someone you cared for bear such a huge pain. She is a really strong girl. I love her spirits. She always told me to be strong and never lose hope. Of course, things could go wrong sometimes, but the way you took care of its outcomes is what matters the most. I miss mom, dad, sis, lil sis, lil bro and my two cats. I just wanna see them now. Being with them is all I ever wanted. Starting from today, I will no longer care about what people think of me. I promise myself to study hard and make my family proud and always go for things that makes me happy cuz that's all that matters. Me being happy. Haters gonna hate and I dont care anymore. I just found out that haters are those people who secretly want to be you, so be grateful for having haters! They're just jealous cause they know they can't do any better than us so smile peeps! Dont let these people bring you down. Trust me, they're not worth it. Trying my best not to curse because I find it stupid and childish. Anyways, I hope you guys have a great day! xoxo