Maybe?

Hey there peeps! How's it going? I'm fine, just fine. It is the second day of eid mubarak. Alhamdulillah, first day of raya went well. Everything is fine. The reason I made this post is.., as usual. Whenever I have something on my mind or something that bugs me, I will post smtg. Too many something in a sentence, heh? Anyways, my sister told me that not all love stories have a happy ending. Yeah, maybe she's right. Maybe I put my hopes too high. Maybe I didn't really give people chances to get to know me better. Maybe I shut them off. Maybe loving someone too much wasn't really a great idea after all. Sometimes, you need to let someone you love go for them to be happy. You don't always get what you want in life and sometimes, what we thought would be the best for us isn't really the best for us. I think I should try to open my heart for other guys and stop avoiding or building walls all over me. Maybe we're not meant to be. It's funny how I post I'll marry someone I love in prev post and suddenly, being a broken-hearted girl again. I am so uncertain with how I feel. Every encounter you've confronted with is important. Someone that gave a big impact in your life. Someone that makes you remember them. Someone that guides you to do better in life. Someone that told you not to lose hope, even when there's no more hope. Someone who cares. Someone who would do anything to make you happy. Everyone you met in this life so far, there are reasons why they step into your life. To make you feel better, to give you a lesson or to stay in your life forever and always. We never know what could happen in the future. It was a tough decision to make but I've made up my mind. Maybe it's time now.