Lonely.

Hey guys! How are you doing? I'm not doing so well. My sd card is not working and my day is now officially ruined. I think I'm changing. I'm not really fond of listening to music but nowadays, I find myself ended up having earphones right into my ears. I always brag about not liking music which I realize there's nothing to be proud of hahaha. But as time goes by, I changed to be someone I never really thought I would be. Anyways, why am I so tired all the time? I cant really say I use my time decently. Probably cuz I didnt get enough sleep. Yeah, probs. Lately, I kinda feel lonely. Maybe cuz I'm far apart from my family. No matter how many friends you have, your family will still be the best. There's also one thing that bugs me lately. Someone asked me why I rejected almost every guy who tried to win my heart. Hm, probably cuz I know it's going nowhere. I dont like short term relationship. I do know when you start a relationship, the term of it actually depends on you, yourself. If you're serious about it, it might ended up with marriage. But if it's just for fun then ofc it's going nowhere. I just dont feel like being in a relationship. It's a no from me for now. I hate guys who dont take relationship seriously. I always dreamt of having a long term relationship. It would be nice to experience it myself someday. So, if someone out there still asking me the same question, I'll just say "When I feel something, I'll definitely go for it. If I dont, then I wont"