Philophobia.

Hello guys! It's been a while since I last update blog. How are you doing? I'm good here. So, I have few things to share with you guys. I think I have love issues. I believe I have philophobia. What is philophobia? Philophobia is a fear of falling in or being in love. I dont know. I'm just scared of getting hurt. I guess when you really love someone and that person just shuts you off, that pain turned you to something you dont wanna be. I guess I'm changing to someone I dont wanna be. It's true that there are still few people who still approached me but I just shut them off. I used to have feelings for this one guy whom I cherished the most. No matter what he did, I still accept him for whoever he is. But as the time passes by, that feelings just fade away. Maybe it's best if I let him go. It's better to just stay alone than to hold onto someone you're not sure of. Family and studies are my priorities for now. Love can come anytime, at the most unexpected place and time with the most unexpected person. Love can never go wrong. It's just that when it doesn't feel right, then it's not meant to be. I hope things will get better. That's it for today. Have fun, people!