Happy Eid Adha!

Em hi there! It has been a while since I last update. I've been very busy with college stuff lately. As usual, quizzes and tests every single week. Yes, no rest for me but I don't feel like I'm using my time wisely. The problem is, I always get tired even if I'm not doing anything. I think I have issues. Overthinking, that's what it is. I think way too much, even when I shouldn't be. I miss the old me. The mischievous, dorky, cheerful, hyper me. Where have all my confidence gone to? I've lost my strength. I need them back, as soon as possible. Few weeks left before this semester finally ends, but the real question is, am I ready? Am I fully ready for final examination week? Trust me, I'm not. I'm actually worried for this semester. It doesnt go well just like the prev semesters. I swear this semester is one of my toughest semesters. Why? because so many unwanted events happened. I miss the old me! T.T All I need is faith and strength right now! I should believe in myself! I can nail this! I still have time. It's never too late for a new change, right? Okay, think positive and also believe that good things will happen and they will! Plus, there's this one guy that I find really cute and thank God, we both clique well. People may find it bizarre for me to be in rs as I've said that I'm heartless for as many time as I could remember but trust me, I dont even believe it myself. I just went for it. It's like those decisions where you made in a random situation but I'm glad I did haha. Anyways, can't wait to see what the future has for me! Am I ready? Actually, I'm still scared but whatever, let's just go for it! Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ♥ Oh and I almost forgot, Happy Eid Adha to those who will be celebrating this wonderful celebration! Hope you guys have a great one! xoxo