Random thoughts

Hello again! How are you people doing? I'm not really in a good shape rn. So many things happened today and I don't even wanna talk about it. As usual, I'm just tired of being nice. One wise advice from me? Trust no one. No matter how good they are to you. Yes, be good to those who treats you well and instead of hating, spread the love but there are just some people out there who don't deserve your kindness. Are they always like this, though? I think based on my own experience, some people start to take things for granted when everything is fine until the problems strikes. Thought I'd be fine, but since its getting worse, I just had to say it. Why can't we all just start appreciating and not being selfish? If I got to change one thing in this world, I would change the way people think. Yes, I'm not the only one with opinions but if we all respect each other's feelings and opinions, life would've been so much better. I hurt people too, unintentionally. You better start appreciating before its too late. I'm just saying bcs you'll never know. If you told me your pain is deep, trust me, mine is deeper than that. I've been through a lot. Ofc some were nice and some were not but hey, life must go on. Every time I fall, I told myself to be strong and ignore all the bullshits that came my way. But glad it turned out this way, at least I know their true colors. You may think you need someone by your side when you're feeling down, but the best motivator, ofc right after your parents, is you, yourself. You dont need anyone, you just need you~ Just like what my parents always told me, love yourself first before you love others. Am I proud of myself? Yes but I still have a long way to go. Loners aren't losers, they are just winners who decided to go on journeys by themselves. Well if that makes sense, at least to me it does haha. I need my strength back! It's already the end of the 6th week, 8 more weeks to go! I gotta step up my game! Be strong, dear self!