Halloween? Emotions?

Oh hello there! So.., Halloween is coming! I mean it's already Halloween isnt it? Anyways, I cant celebrate this festival in my country. But I'm still excited though. I bet there'll be lots of creepy movies on tv. So.., one month left. Hm, dont know what I should feel. Mixed emotions~ I will be homesick ofc. I bet mom's gonna cry hihi. I hope that everything will be better in the future. I usually think about what people thought about me. I'll try not to do something stupid so I wont get judged. But now I realize that when you care what others think of you, you're making yourself unhappy. Like when you're trying to be better in someone's eyes just to please them. But now, I'm just gonna stick to myself. People hate me? So what? It's my life. I do what pleases me and if they dont like it, just back off. Cuz I'm pretty sure life is too short to be with the ones who dont appreciate you. So, here I am living my life with my own way. Of course there's ups and downs, but it's more adventurous that way and I like it. Never ever give up on your life just because things get hard. I almost give up but when I think about it, hardships makes you realize how life works and not to waste it. Appreciate every little things that happened in your life because not everyone have been through it. Anyways, I'm on a roller coaster that only goes up. No regret. If you make mistake, say sorry and if someone did something wrong, forgive them and think positive. Well, some said that it's easy for me to say all these but you can always try to be better. It's never too late to change. You just gotta decide whether you wanna change or not. Yeah, I guess that's it for today. See you guys later! Oh and have a good day.