Fake

Heyya, I dont really have mood right now. I feel really bad. I hate when someone being friends with me, and they left me and treat me like a stranger. Who the hell are they?! Well, One of my besties, did the same thing to me. She is fake. LOL, But I was also faking myself when Im with her. I dont know. It just happens. I couldn't be myself when Im with her. Because I know she is fake. We've been friends for over 2 years. I treat her well. I gave her presents for her birthday. But everything changed after 2 years. After she gets a new best friend. She treat me like a stranger. She was bitching about me to her besties. And, sometimes, she ignored me when I talked to her. It hurts me a lot. Because, she used to be the person that means a lot to me. So, I ignored her. One day, she fought with her best friend. And she came back to me. But I was so stupid. When everyone were bitching about her, I was the one who stay by her side hearing all her problems. Even though, I was faking myself. But I don't want her to get hurt. I felt bad for her. She totally have no friends. But she's good at making friends. So, she's not really a loner. So now, we were friends but not that close like we used to be. Now, I do have my mates. They're crazy but i do love them. But trust me, it's really hard to find a good friend that understand you very well. So, that's all for now. BTW, dude. If you're reading this, I want you to know that I'm not 'that' fake when Im with you. I am still me and will always be :)